I can’t stand it, I must write it.
Once I went there and it was memorable.
I did promise that I’ll be back another time, with a purpose.
I did make basic preparation.
And I did have a purpose.
At one time I felt I could make that happened, on this twenty ten.
So sure which leads to too boldly self-confident.
What now then? Big zero.
I feel failed like I had done useless stuffs.
You can’t imagine when I see others right there.
Though it’s difficult, I keep in mind that,
“It’s not my chance yet”.
Nihon, matteru ne, youni shite imasu kara.