Oh, wow.

now I can see the fact, life’s hard isn’t it? sometimes it can’t be done as you had planned before, or you hope it should be done like this or like that.

now it’s like really happened on me, I can’t hide my feeling no more…I’m not satisfied so much, i’m dissapointed for what I had done, even for thing that I thought it was a best shot, and the fact it’s not.

for the worst is it happened continually.

I miss my moments back there.

Oh my, is it really that I’m soooo much great…NOT? So, what’s more I can offer from me? don’t have anything to offer except that thing, I can say, and now the thing is started to dissappear, I’m zero.

I hate ignorance.

I’m shy for other great stuffs around me, I’m part of them, but I’m affraid I can’t prove I’m part of them, part of their greatness…Oh it’s like a big slap.

but don’t you know that Allah SWT won’t give you any tests that you cant overcome? Allah SWT gives you several tests with their answers already, all you have to do is just find the answers…find the meaning why it happened to you, and why it must happened to you…everything is happened for a reason!

So I can say now it’s just the low down, hit to the bottom, deep deep down there…find the answers, and you can climb to the top.. I do wish for it.